i couldnt let go

It is a hard thing to do is get over a death of a parent..but i guess, losing a husband is more difficult.

I could not let go of his hand when i saw him lying in the hospital bed.. and now that he's gone, it has been extremely hard for me to live day by day,you dont stop loving someone just because you learn to live without them. you have to grieve.

My dad has taught me how to love without money and so many things that i am thankful for and his death seems like yesterday. i cry every time i think about him and my childhood with him.its soo sad.!

Some say it gets easier,my fathers death is easier to think about but the important days will be harder.. xmas,bdays,fathers day?

Every important day seemed harder but when i look at my kids,sister,brothers and my mom..My family..

I see what a wonderful legacy he has left. I know I could not seem to properly get through the grieving process.. but eventually i will .. someday! when i know im ready!

I still sometimes break down in tears, which i know is perfectly normal. All i wanna think about is remember the good times and think about where he is right now,

Be happy for him and thankful that i and the rest of my family could have that time with him while he was alive.